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a chilly night like always :) i could sit here and think about everything about us. it wouldnt bore me, not a single bit :) i watched stardust on funshion today. they said every star was a human. :) it would be amazing to think of it that way :)
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MY GIRLFRIEND FINALLY POSTED A POST ON HER LJ!!!! NO WAITTT, NOT JUST 1 POST. 3 EH! :D hehe. finally baby. finallyyyy. and you evilll, i know whats your's christmas present!!! haha and thank you for all the b'day wishes :D
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rushing to complete this post before 12am, HAPPY 1ST MONTH Bb :D went to the zoo then to watch avatar. and for the first time in the zoo, i saw porn. HAHA. we sat at the baboons area for nearly an hour, just trying to catch baboons having sex. lesson of the day--baboons are fucking horny animals. life of a baboon--eat fuck sit fuck play eat fuck sit fuck play... i swear man, we spotted one pair, they poke poke the finger into the hole first then fuck. HAHAHA. avatar was good. :) our world compared to theirs (if they even exist) is nothing. happy 1st month for the last time! :) the next time, it'd be 2nd month :D love you b :D
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:)
i love you, with a smiley face :)
the other one i prefer cannot upload. lj can go dieee :(
hoho, i'm going for training tmr. everyone can wish me luck. hardcore shitzzzzz :(
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this keeps happening. i cant even keep up. i think. i'm upset. i think. i'm quite pissed. i think. i dont feel good. on a lighter note, christmas is coming :)
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 i. am. fucking. hungry. :( haha, nope, not a pig and this is annoying. when i am finally willing to sit my butt in the theatre and watch a horror show, then it stops screening. tsk. and i'm going to tell the world, my girlfriend doesnt want to shower. haha. dirty girl :) kkk, i still want you i still want you :) AND I THINK ITS CUTE :D
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hoho, my training schedule is outttt. and damn, its like hardcore training man. :( Guy Sebastian ft. Jordin Sparks- the art of love Im saying sorry in advance cos this wont always go to plan Though we dont mean to take our love for granted It's in our nature to forget what matters How when the going is getting tough And were all about giving up Things that we never thought wed gonna say, gonna say them Things that we never thought wed play, gonna play them It aint perfect, but its worth it And its always getting better Its gonna take some time to get it right Cause Im still learning the art of love Im still trying to not mess up So whenever I stumble let me know You need to spell it out You need to spell it out You need to spell it out You need to spell it out for me Cause Im still trying to learn the art of love If I forget to get the door Remind you that youre beautiful I know my detail requires more attention If I ever hurt you its not my intention Cause were gonna make our mistakes Find out how much your heart can take But I know that you got my back And baby I got yours Cause Im still learning the art of love Im still trying to not mess up So whenever I stumble let me know You need to spell it out You need to spell it out You need to spell it out You need to spell it out for me Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love Sometimes Im gonna miss Im still learning how to give Im not giving up Im still learning how to love Learning how to love Learning how to love Cause Im still learning the art of love Im still trying to not mess up So whenever I stumble let me know You need to spell it out You need to spell it out You need to spell it out You need to spell it out for me Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love
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 HAHAHAHAHAHA. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO THE WORLD MAN.DYE FOR YOUR PUBLIC HAIR. oh my god, hahaha
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straight love, gay love,-isnt it both the same love? -via eletheowl- i would become the president of singapore now and force every corner of singaporeans to accept gays. :D i'm going through tumblrs or others and some are just pure awesomenessss :) i've got an exam on friday which i havent exactly studied for. got bigger things to worry about.  hi b, i was just thinking. seriously. if i could become that x-men blue guy. do you have any idea how many fucking places i could be in withing split seconds. hehe :) love you :D
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pretty much drained out by everything thats happening. 2 papers down, one more left to go. friday :Dmeans i got time to laze around first. :) hehe and so, i've got friend issues which i have no idea how to solve. :( i've got issues with my studies AS USUAL and, my mum :( just yesterday, she scared me till i swear i could have shat in my pants. okay, so for the record, she suspects i smoke, suspects i have a girlfriend outside, suspects i'm a gay and its abnormal, extremely abnormal to her. if i could just turn all that suspicions into reality for her, i wouldnt have to hide anymore :) but, dawn's a scaredy cat :( and fcukkkkk, sp addressed a warning letter to my dad :@ oh! and celeste and i went for a haircut yesterday. pretty much the same shave for our back. but it isnt that obvious. it's turning out...quite okay i suppose? and to my helmet girl :) your helmet's becoming heavier whereas mine became smaller :D baby thank you for everything. you deserve the best like i said. and i will TRYYYY to achieve that, although there seems to be no defination for 'best'. haha there's something about you that sets you apart from the rest. its more than just being different :)
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it seems to me i just destroyed everything. saying sorry isnt going to make everything all right. maybe its true i've shut myself out from the world. ironic how i used to think. oh hey, i'm a good friend. now it all turns back on me. i dont even know where to start to make this all better. i ask for chances. i was denied one. how many more is there left to be denied. you said now's not a good time. i'm trying to understand how much effort does it take for me to try to make amends. did this turn so bad that it actually takes an amount of effort for you to accpet me again. i dont even feel qualified to talk to any other friends about this. because then, i'd be afraid that, yet again, i'll be unknowingly using them. but can i ask. is everything on me. i would say, try to understand. but i gave up trying to explain myself. today, i lost a friend.
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and so, mum got admitted into the hospital today. :( i've got tests coming up, topics i havent studied :( i've got a tummy i want to get rid of :( today,
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BONE OF THE BAK KUT TEH GIRL! 1. i very lazy to form the mouthguard :( P.S. STILL LOVE YOU TOO LAH B. HAHA :D
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fight g training today :) wasnt that bad and wasnt that good. i keep hitting the same person's knee!!! :( tsk. never mind. makes my shin harder. hehe. dawn will be strong :D 9 drawings to do and a reflection to do. lets guess what time i'll be able to sleep :) scary to know stalkers are everywhere man. tell me just exactly what benefits or what sort of pleasure does it give you to go around talking about someone you CLAIM you STILL love. its ironic man. sorry to say, but i think you're childish, too childish for your age. but yet again, you wouldnt give a fuck about what i think. BUT THEN AGAIN, why why why, are you reading this. :) seriously, if you have something to say. if you have ANYTHING AT ALL to prove. say it in person. going around spreading things, doesnt prove anything but the fact that you STILL cant think for yourself. quit it with the whole "i very poor thing" act. you want to get sympathy, go get it using something else. a piece of advice :) dont mess with her life if you still want to be friends with her. you go overboard with your whole pretentious act...you'll see you'll see. you'll just be creating a huge mess for yourself. that is AGAIN, another pice of advice. HA. do not ever. EVER. make her upset again. oh! and you want to get angry at me, go ahead :)
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 got a "wake-up call" from my bestfriend i realised its not only friends, its everything else. i need to get everything back on the right track. my helmet head girl :), my friends, training, studies and urgh, the constant money issue :( BY THE WAY. HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I GOT INTO FIGHT TEAM :D hehe. i feel like buying myself a planner but the year's already ending. TSK thank you for you :)
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at least i feel accomplished with some work done :) its monday again tmr. start of the week. start of everything, right and wrong :) sometimes i wish i would just have that SMALL amount of courage in me to do what i want to do. tsk :( hi. i'm addicted to you.
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national museum today with sijie and celeste :) it definately looked big, then inside turned out to be boring. hehe. SP-FREE ADMISSION :D then the rest of the day was spent rotting away. L4D2 occupied SOME time onlyyyyy its something about you that keeps me so attracted to you
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 sky-diving one day? :) i would love company :) i should count my blessings :)
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i guess standing by what i said isnt so much of a bad idea :) hehe. i didnt go school today. :)
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grateful
cold
peaceful
awake
bouncy
exhausted
crazy