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hehe, so cuteee :)

anyway, SCHOOL'S TMR! and nopeee, i'm not excited. just excited to see my friends again.
i've got the demo team 'training' tmr before informal training. :)
AND FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY, I'M SEEING MY GIRLFRIEND TMR. FINALLY. HOLY MOLY. :D




WHERE IS MY GIRLFRIEND.

Just sometimes i wish i could be someone who does everything right.
if i could read you thoroughly, i would know what to do to make everything better.


"Nobody wants to admit this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe that’s because it’s all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing and that led someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone’s ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it comes out wrong in the end. But then again, maybe bad things happen because it’s the only way we can keep remembering what good is suppose to feel like.
 "
 
                                      -Jodi Picoult (Nineteen Minutes)

its the last day of 2009 and its not ending the way i wanted it to end.
but whatever it is, i'll be here to pull you through. to pull us through. i wont let you give up. i swear on that. :)

rushing to complete this post before 12am,  HAPPY 1ST MONTH Bb :D
went to the zoo then to watch avatar.
and for the first time in the zoo, i saw porn. HAHA.
we sat at the baboons area for nearly an hour, just trying to catch baboons having sex.
lesson of the day--baboons are fucking horny animals.
life of a baboon--eat fuck sit fuck play eat fuck sit fuck play... i swear man, we spotted one pair, they poke poke the finger into the hole first then fuck. HAHAHA.

avatar was good. :) our world compared to theirs (if they even exist) is nothing.

happy 1st month for the last time! :) the next time, it'd be 2nd month :D love you b :D